William Mays wrote The Saga of George trilogy. He co-wrote Escape from Sunny Shores with his wife. He edits the Christi Writers series. He is a nature photographer, and his book The View from Oso Creek is available.
I 'm dying and I'm still responsible for the co-pay, so when the crown falls out of my mouth, it is merely one more step on the way down to the grave and a reminder of the perilous and ignominious nature of the human condition, but you got to eat in the time remaining and I might want a grass-fed ribeye steak or something like that before my system can no longer process red meat so the dentist works me in, and I don't mention any changes to my health because I want to enjoy their ongoing conversation about football, which is a big deal in their office and something I also like, and they are trying hard to include me in the rousing exchange as much as possible considering my mouth is numb and they're drilling and as I'm sitting there I'm thinking maybe I should tell them about my terminal prognosis because it might impact their treatment but I don't want to destroy the jovial spirit plus it's hard to speak under the circumstances so when they're done they're all smiles and I feel obligated to blurt out that I'm near the end and their faces drop and then they recover and they're even friendlier and telling me the medical community is doing really wondrous things and I'm thinking about that as I head to the next medical appointment which is to get an MRI, and the whole experience is quite claustrophobic but they at least give me a sedative and really the drugs make it all pretty palatable so when I go home I eat vanilla ice cream with chocolate syrup and pop one of the sedatives I'd wrangled out my primary care physician the other day, which is different than what they gave me at the MRI, and I drink whiskey neat, which I shouldn't do considering I'm on loads of pills but the walls are spongy and there are no consequences considering my condition so really why not add to the fun and pop some of the codeines I got off the dentist?
We used to have this yard man who drove a big truck like a furniture delivery truck while my wife and I ride adult trikes, a fact that doesn't immediately seem to fit with the truck story but the trikes make us quite a sight in the neighborhood and they don't fit neatly in the garage not having the slim footprint of a two-wheel and we're always struggling to position them between the weed eaters hanging on the wall and the lawnmowers we bought ever since we started doing the yard ourselves to save a little money and beat back the effects of aging with exercise, so to get back to the yard man he was in line in front of us at the HEB and it had been awhile since I'd seen him and I didn't recognize him but he was telling the checker that HEB was getting to be like the Wal-Mart and it sounded like a complaint and I finally recognized him but he didn't recognize me which seemed like a good thing and that night after a glass of wine my mind drifted and my wife and I were riding our trikes and waving to all the neighbors and then we rode the trikes home and I was trying to back my trike between the ride-on mower and the weed eaters but it wasn’t my trike, it was the great big furniture delivery truck of the yard man and surprisingly I got it to fit which didn’t seem logical considering it was too big to fit in the garage and I'm lousy at backing and why would I back instead of going in straight but I was happy that I could accomplish a manly task, but I needed to move my wife’s trike a few inches because of the weed eaters so I left the truck in neutral with the parking brake set and went over to move the trike and when I did the brake must have popped loose because the big truck rolled out into the driveway and down the hill which is impossible since there is no hill this being South Texas which is flat as hell and the truck kept going and I ran to catch it which I almost did but I couldn’t jump into the cab because I wasn’t quick enough or agile enough and I cursed myself for getting old and foolish and then the truck rolled across the street forcing a car to crash into a fire hydrant causing a plume of water to shoot into the air and then the truck rammed through a neighbor's fence sending pickets flying and then careened off into the creek and floated away before sinking and the yard man was standing next to and asking what I'd done to his truck and boy was I depressed thinking about how much the repairs and damages were going to cost.
whether Donald Trump was believed earlier in the day by the woke kangaroo wearing a diaphanous green scarf top that revealed her breast and full midriff fighter with a big gas tank in a package that had "Meta Quest Pro" written on it, with a label that said, "not for resale—engineering sample” discovered a secret to maintaining an irresistible glow year-round of a large velvet painting of cubist beauties that gets its own wall at the new Cheech Marin Center for Chicano Art and Culture that in November 2007 had around 88,000 digital titles available, and it got violent enough for the game to be called off, and both teams were disqualified because the two exposed fossils, a foot and part of a tail clad in fossilized skin, are believed to belong to a juvenile duck-billed Hadrosaur dinosaur that died somewhere between 77 million to 75 million years ago, and caused a glacier that sits atop a mountain about 656 feet (200 meters) high to rumble and break off at Queulat National Park south of the portfolio of work previously undertaken supporting the former Prince of Wales’s personal interests that will no longer be carried out, and the household at Clarence House will be closed down due to South Carolina’s biggest alligator catch of 13 feet 6 inches and 1,025 pounds caught by Radcliff's family who learned from authorities that while their relative was missing, she was never alone because her dog, Maximus, was found by her side, a tail of outsized ambition and outrageous excess tracing the rise and fall of multiple characters during an era of unbridled decadence and depravity in early Hollywood because they can’t memorize all this dialogue, so I went for the role with no dialogue whatsoever, Silent Bob Smith says, “But that’s why Randal has all the best jokes, because I wanted to be Randal. Thank God there was Jeff, and Jeff defines those who shoutout her team behind the scenes because there’s little you can do to change the candidates you have now, no way to have Tom Brady or Patrick Mahomes leading my two-minute drill for a winning score to encourage you to reproduce, how about a zero-interest loan or a domestically made car but there’s only so much humanity that you can find in a character that was born as a thought experiment and designed to be played by someone who doesn’t actually look or live like him, for an audience that the artist clearly never assumed would look or live like the character, either, so nullification and secession may seem like musty terms from more than a century ago, but they’ve recently regained some of their currency and are aggressively resisting federal mandates they find unacceptable because you play a jeweler, but you’re not married and you’ve never been engaged, so how do you know about diamonds?
At the Whataburger, my wife was talking about the Divided States of America, and it got me thinking that it is one thing to deny people their rights but it is quite another to claw back rights that have been already granted, the situation being akin to pulling out all your teeth because there's a popcorn kernel stuck between two molars, and once you start eating popcorn it's hard to stop which is a problem due to the lack of teeth, so, despite the serious moral issues involved, please consider the economic ones because Texas pitched itself as the state for business but now the narrative is taking a medieval turn, and if I were a short seller I'd be looking for tops and not just in the Lone Star state, because the rest of the world is hungry and America is not.
What rhymes with selfie
I do not know
Google will tell me though
Whether tis healthy or wealthy or mayhaps stealthy.
So prithee do tell me
Tales of Lost Lenore
Who will be never more
Whilst I ponder Shelley and Boticelli and Machiavelli.
For me truth is not in a belfry
My hearts in the highlands
Where my soul understands
That I must faithful to my own selfie be lest the world overwhelm me.
But perhaps this is what hell may well be
And the way the world ends
With colliding conflicting individual trends
And a chaos of Jelly Chelsea Delhi Belly Deli Sell Me Adelphi.
On a recent road trip, the GPS took us through 200 miles of small Texas towns. As a photographer, I'm attracted to blight and decay, and boy there was lots of it. I remember idyllic, inviting places with well-maintained houses. There were still plenty of those, but desolation dominated. Buildings, including churches, were boarded. Barns and houses were literally falling apart. Heaps of lumber and debris punctuated the landscape. There were toilets and rusting washing machines on porches. There were fences down and cars abandoned. Weeds completely covered a group of broken-down cars in a pasture. Houses were stranded at the end of flooded roads. Businesses were open but no one could park in the muddy, unpaved lots. Most shocking was a group of mansions that I remember from my childhood. Built when most Americans lived on the farm, they were testament to a glorious past, and had gone through a long devolution from residences to offices to rooming houses to abandoned, crumbling wrecks. Nature abhors a vacuum, so maybe falling land prices will attract people, and a new rural Texas with a different economic base will emerge.
(I wrote this years ago and then put it aside and moved on to another project. I can't remember what I had planned for the rest of the story.)
Der day fer der Shuetzenfest was gettin closer. All der good volk was gettin ready. They was cleanin their guns and loadin up their ammo and pacticin every night after they got in from der farming and ranching.
Herr Muller was in his barn with his favorite rifle. He was tired after a long day using a bedeezer on der goats cuz he couldn’t make no money on dem and was gettin tired of eatin cabrito so he figured he might as well not have no more baby goats. He had tried to get der city slickers that had moved in down der road to take some, but he had already fooled em twice on some other deals, and they was startin to wise up.
He looked out der big open window across der open field and gully to der property of his neighbor Herr Schmidt. He saw him walk out of his house with his rifle and head for der open field behind his house.
Schmidt was der reigning Schuetzenkoenig, and Muller always watched everything he did, particularly when it was gettin close to time for der Shuetzenfest. If it weren’t for Schmidt, Muller would be Koenig. Why didn’t der old fart just have a heart attack and die? Or maybe a huntin accident? As God fearin and church goin man as Muller was, he couldn’t help hopin somethin bad would happen to Schmidt.
As soon as Schmidt disappeared into der wooded area at der edge of der field, Muller took his gun and went outside. He walked across
There was too much plenty, ham and turkey and numerous trimmings, and the refrigerator runneth over. Then some made a pilgrimage to Premont, and bought bad gas at the convenience store. There was much gnashing of teeth on the side of the road and roadside assistance was not available on Thanksgiving evening and the insurance company would not cover bad gas. But the people converged, people willing to work, people who understood cars. They raised the car onto a trailer and drove it back to Corpus Christi and unloaded it. With great effort they pushed it a block to put it in position for the tow truck in the morning. And when it was done, the people were hungry and so late at night the turkey and ham and trimmings were eaten and lo there was enough to feed them all.
I had a dream, which started out pleasantly enough. I was in downtown Corpus Christi, but it was more crowded and hectic than CC, like a much bigger city. I enjoyed the activity and the crowds, and I saw some old friends in a diner named Delk's, but they didn't recognize me, and that made me sad. Everything was so picturesque, I was upset that I didn't have my camera, and I got a little lost in the unfamiliar streets. A helicopter flew low overhead, and I followed it to a strange neighborhood. They were tracking a lion, and they killed it, although it turned out to be a coyote. That upset me. I realized I had lost my leather jacket, and I went back and found it. By then it was almost dark, and I was lost in a strange neighborhood, unsure where I'd parked, with stray dogs nipping at my heels.
In the time of covid it was foretold that TP would replace gold and the dollar as the world reserve currency, but that prophecy never came to pass, so it seems odd that I am surrounded by toilet paper, but I think it’s just that the relentless assault of political news is driving me crazy, and I’m thinking how can I make it to Novermber 3rd, how can I make it, so I was happy to see articles on the divorce of Johnny Depp and Amber Heard pop up in my news feed, especially the delectable comment, under oath evidently, that Amber Heard was telling "Porkie Pies," and I didn't know if that was slang for lies or if it referred to Porky Pig or perhaps to some sort of casserole with which I was unfamiliar, but it didn't matter, it was manna from heaven at that point, but that story faded from the feed, and I am left, in the Zen-circularity of life, floating down the lazy river at Schliterbahn, with toilet paper of all sizes, some rolls as big as me, some rolls the size of a spool of thread, all floating along with me and miraculously not one roll getting wet, and I am wearing the black snorkel and mask I bought before the plague closed every lap-swimming place in the world, and I wonder how civilization can survive without movie theaters with $8 tubs of buttered popcorn, and that's when I understand that I did succumb to the plague and I'm not at at Schliterbahn, that these are my last seconds on earth, and the fentanyl is easing me down the River Lethe toward the maw of eternity, and my neurons are firing off memories which float around me along with the TP: dew-covered blades of grass, snow on Mount Rainier, a Hammerhead shark on Bob Hall Pier, my wife and children at the San Antonio Zoo, the first day I drove to my new job in 1981, the old Mustang with the brakes going out and me pumping and pumping them to no avail and hitting the other car broadside, the time I slipped on the white ceramic tile in the kitchen and hit the refrigerator with my head and left a dent, on the fridge not me, and the dent remained and my wife and kids and I periodically laughed about it, and the time my father brought me the present for my fifth birthday, and he parked across Carancahua Street, which was two-way back then, a residential street, not a thoroughfare, and I watched him walk with the package and hand it to me and walk back and it was the last time I would ever see him although I didn't know it at the time, but I knew the gift was a toy, and it was a circus set with rubbery-plastic figurines of lions and tigers and trapeze artists and I was so happy and I played with it every day until I set the figurines too close to the space heater and they got all melted and deformed and everyone looked for a replacement set but there were none to be found, and as I hear the roar of the falls getting ever louder, I know that whatever's on the other side I'll never again have to worry about toilet paper.
Whitey steered with his elbows while he entered refried beans into Google translate on his cellphone and Google translated it as frijoles refritos and he said, see, that proves it, but my friend who's from the interior of Mexico said his grandmother called it frijoles fritos but Whitey said Google is right so your grandmother is wrong and it turned into a long painful argument on cultural appropriation with four of us crammed into Whitey's Silverado Pickup after work driving through the fringes of the Metroplex, passing through Benbrook and Lake Worth and the edge of Fort Worth amid tattoo parlors and Harley shops and liquor stores trying to find this Mexican restaurant Whitey had been to that served cheap frozen margaritas during happy hour but he couldn't quite remember the name and we all entered variants into Google search and no one found what he was talking about and we were all getting pretty mad at him because who cared what the proper translation was as long as we found the place with the cheap frozen margaritas and then suddenly Whitey said there it is and it was what I expected a really run-down place next to a nail salon that had its doors open so we were hit with a big waft of that smell but quickly we scooted inside and yes the Margaritas were good and cheap and I lost count of how many I drank and the server kept bringing us chips and salsa and sadly the booze liberated my tongue and when Whitey said the server was a really cute LatinX I knew I should keep my mouth shut but I made the mistake of bringing up Columbus day versus native American day and I told them the story about this guy that said I'm not native American I'm Choctaw and I made the further mistake of saying that LatinX is an attempt to make Spanish gender neutral but Spanish is a gendered language versus a syntactic language so really it's a white liberal cultural appropriation and that put me in the untenable position of not understanding the linguistic nuances of LatinX or about anything I was talking about while arguing about it but thankfully Whitey got louder and louder and argued about everything and that took the spotlight off me which was good but it was also bad since people were starting to give us dirty looks so I felt better when we got out of the restaurant and I sat in the back seat of Whitey's pick-up and Whitey kept arguing about every little stupid thing and you have to give the devil his due because he occasionally made good points but he was the most drunk of all so I feared for my life as he jetted back down the freeway at 80 miles an hour, but I thought everything would be okay when we rounded the last corner to my house and then Whitey ran over the mailbox of my next door neighbor who owns a pit bull that started howling and throwing himself at the fence and I swore to myself I would never ever argue with crazy people again as the dog broke through a loose picket and sank his teeth into my ankle and I wanted to yell it was Whitey you should be mad at not me.
So we used to have this yard man who drove a big truck like a furniture delivery truck and my wife and I ride adult trikes making us quite a sight in the neighborhood and they don't fit too neatly in the garage not having the slim footprint of a two wheel and I'm always struggling to position them between the weed eaters hanging on the wall so when I saw the yard man in line in front of us at the HEB I didn't recognize him but he was telling the checker that HEB was getting to be like the Wal-Mart and it sounded like a complaint and I finally recognized him and that night after a glass of wine my mind drifted and my wife and I were riding our trikes and then we took them back to the garage and I was trying to position the trike between the weed eaters but it wasn’t my trike it was the great big furniture delivery truck of the yard man and surprisingly I got it to fit which didn’t seem logical considering it was huge but I was happy that I could do it except that I needed to move my wife’s trike a few inches because of the weed eaters so I went over to do it and the big truck rolled out into the driveway and down the hill which is impossible since there is no hill this being South Texas which is flat as hell and the truck kept going and I ran to catch it which I almost did but I couldn’t jump into the cab because I wasn’t quick enough or agile enough and then it careened off over the edge of the creek bed and boy was I depressed thinking about how much the repairs were going to cost.
copyright William Mays
Not one single drop of water fell on me but for a minute the clouds got pretty dark around me and there was lightning and thunder and I was out in the open which is where you'd get hit by lightning and I imagined my funeral where the hapless soul conscripted to deliver the eulogy said I died doing what I loved while some long-term enemy who came to make sure of my demise was stifling chuckles and thinking that the old fool didn't understand his limitations which is what I was thinking in the last few seconds after getting zapped with a million volts of electricity and wishing I had stayed home and watched Netflix.
The GPS tells the truth about politics. As a lifelong Devotee of the Map, I have dog-eared atlases with countries that don't exist anymore. For a weekend jaunt, I might have spent weeks if not months poring over the hallowed pages. Topographic, political, physical, climate, economic, and thematic maps, yeah, I owned them all. So, sure, I was none too happy when the even-toned Google Lady appeared on the scene to tell me I'd made a wrong turn. Our daughter has a video of me arguing with GL, proof positive that while I cheer for globalization and modernization, I am none too thrilled when the macro forces brush up against my sacred cow, and I must accept the fact that I might be a Luddite.
GL and I have achieved rapprochement. When going from big city to big city, there are long sections of Interstate, so she doesn't have much to say, and that suits me fine. There might be towns and people below me as I move past at 80 mph, but they might be simulacrums. Things get complicated when you get off the beaten path, and you need help. Once you accept GL’s assistance, you are stuck with her. You have no idea where you are or how to get to where you’re going. A funny thing happens, though. She takes you through places you’ve never seen or heard of. You see America as it was a hundred years ago when people lived on the farm, and small towns were economic and cultural centers. It is hauntingly beautiful and evocative of a glorious past. There are houses with broad verandas, and you can imagine people sitting on them in the afternoon. You want to buy those places and sit on those porches, but decay creeps in everywhere. Even the well-maintained places struggle against it. If decline is not next door, it is down the block. Buildings, including churches, are boarded. Barns and houses are literally falling apart. Heaps of lumber and debris punctuate the landscape. There are old toilets and rusting washing machines on those beautiful broad porches. Fences are down, cars abandoned. Weeds completely cover broken-down cars in a pasture. Houses are stranded at the end of flooded roads. Businesses may be open, but no one can park in the muddy, unpaved lots. And how can a hundred antique stores on a five-mile stretch of farm-to-market road stay solvent?
Most shocking are places you might remember from twenty years ago. Grand old mansions hearken back to a period of importance, but they have gone through a long devolution from residences to offices to rooming houses to abandoned, crumbling wrecks. As you see the desolation, it's easy to see how people might be swayed by someone telling them that he's going to make it great again.
Nature abhors a vacuum, so maybe falling land prices will attract people, and a new rural Texas with a different economic base will emerge. Retirement villages may spring up that offer cheaper prices—and jobs to the locals. With Zoom and other technologies, people can work from those beautiful old houses. A two-hour drive to big-city-center once a week for a meeting may be all that is needed, and businesses in city-center may run cheaper with such a business model. If sushi restaurants and barbecue places can learn to coexist, things might get better.
The rain pounding on the metal roof made John so mad he struck the nail off-center. It bent instead of going into the paneling. He cursed and yanked it out.
The kid fiddled with his phone. How far had John sunk that he had to work with this punk who was more interested in texting than carpentry? Far, he told himself.
There was one Marlboro left. He jammed it in his mouth and pulled the silver lighter—the one Jenny bought him when he was promoted to foreman—from his pocket. As the smoke curled around him, he picked up his straight edge and measured the distance from the corner of the room to the paneling. There was a slight difference between the measurement at the top and the bottom. The problem was in the framing, not with his work. So many things could go wrong in framing, and he recited them under his breath. Not following a continuous 16-inch or 24-inch layout. Not using a framing square for layout. Not using straight plates. Placing studs on the wrong side of the layout mark.
Lightning flashed right above them, followed by a clap of thunder. The ceiling lights flickered and went out.
John went to a window. Water was rushing across the low spot in the driveway.
The rain came down hard the day Jenny left. He didn’t recognize the car in front of the house, motor running, windshield wipers flapping. Jenny ran out with her suitcase, followed by a man. John got his hammer from the truck, hit the boyfriend in the shoulder, smashed his car window, waited in the rain for the police, and wondered if he’d keep his job as a foreman.
“Big John, it’s flooding,” the kid said, his phone in his hand. “In another few minutes, we won’t be able to get across the low spot.”
John snatched the phone and brought the hammer down on it. The pieces flew in all directions. Resistors and transistors, and who knew what the hell all the pieces were called.
“Nobody calls me ‘Big John’ but my friends,” he said calmly.
The kid ran to his car and was gone. A bolt of lightning bathed John in white light. The shadows of his arms and legs and the hammer were long and grotesque. He smashed the picture window. The glass shards and rain flew into his face. Then, he went from room to room and smashed all the windows. When he was done, he strolled to the low spot in the drive and sat. The water flowed over him, higher and higher.
I was at the Barnes and Noble looking through the clearance bin, sadly finding some of my favorite books with the red dot that marked the final stop before an ignominious end at Dollar Tree. I grabbed as many as I could carry, but they started slipping from my arms.
A young woman—pretty and petite with purple hair and all manner of bracelets, hoop earrings, and tattoos—stood next to me. She grabbed a few books before they fell. “You like to read, huh?”
“I’m an English teacher,” I said.
“My brother likes to read.”
“Is he a teacher?”
“No, an auto mechanic. Let me buy you a cup of coffee.”
We stacked the books on a table and stood in line to order. She paid with a hundred-dollar bill. “I won the lotto,” she explained. “Since then, I’ve taken in friends who have gotten into trouble. One is two months pregnant. She’s got a rat of a boyfriend. I keep telling her not to go back to him, but she always does. She may be a lost cause, but I am going to fight to save her. I’m becoming a community activist. I want to mobilize people, get support for a progressive agenda. Maybe even run for office.” Her eyes narrowed. “You’re not a Republican, are you?”
“No.”
“You’ve got a button-down look, but I thought you were liberal because of the books.” She snickered. “It was so cute the way you were trying to hold onto all of them, yet they were all slipping from your grasp.”
We talked for an hour about politics.
“Would you like to go on a date?” she asked.
It seemed wildly inappropriate, but what the hell? The next night I met her and her brother at a steak house. He looked nothing like her. He was big and burly and bald on top.
“I am a religious person,” he said. “I believe in God because we are capable of love. All human beings want to love and be loved. Love is the very essence and nature of God.” He banged his big hand on the table. “Love is unseen in itself, but the expressions of love prove it exists. Right this minute, you could not prove the existence of your thoughts until you express them in words. So, yes, I’m religious. And you? What do you believe?”
I thought for a second. “I teach a course in postmodernism once a year. I really like that. So, I guess I believe in postmodernism. Paradox, unreliable narrators, unrealistic narratives, parody, and dark humor.”
The next day she called and told me how much her brother liked me. “Hope his religious stuff didn’t bother you. Took too many drugs. Plus, he’s having a difficult time accepting the fact that his wife is leaving him.”
She started spending the night at my apartment. Her apartment was nicer, but her friends were staying there. I bought a wedding ring a few months later. On the way home, I stopped at a Chinese restaurant, got a carry-out Curry Chicken meal, and put the ring in with the fortune cookies. She never showed up. At eight, I called and got her voice mail. At nine, she texted me. “I’m not coming back. Don’t cause any trouble.”
The next day I went to her apartment. The pregnant friend said she’d moved out of town. I went to the auto shop where her brother worked. He had quit a few days before.
A year later, I went to a conference out of town. To my surprise, her brother was attending a new age conference in the same hotel. We drank gin and tonics in the bar. Tears formed in his eyes. "I moved because I hoped I would get together with my ex,” he said. “But I’ve given up on that now. We’re never going to get together again. We’re never going to see each other again. I’ll never know what she’s doing or what’s happening to her. It’s like death. It’s like that whole part of my life died or never happened.”
“Are you still religious?” I asked.
“Oh, yes, more than ever. I’m into crystals.”
“Crystals?”
“Yes, I just got an amethyst. It is the healer from antiquity, healing for the soul, body, and mind. It has the universal vibration and enables the holder of the crystal to be connected to it. It’s been used for thousands of years in magic, healing, and psychic empowerment. Its violet color makes it highly sought after and is said to radiate an energy which has often been referred to as the purple ray.”
We talked for another hour.
“Your sister?” I asked finally. “Is she okay?”
“Doing well. Very much the political firebrand.”
“Where is she? What city?”
He shook his head. “I’ll tell her I saw you, and you asked for her.”
We wrote down each other’s email addresses and said goodbye. I emailed once, but he never responded. I did go out and buy an amethyst crystal, however.
Sam, feeling more desperately bored than normal, scanned the long curving rows of the stadium. He hoped to see something new, something different. No luck. Above and below, to his left and right, the rows, all crowded with people, stretched as far as he could see, seemingly to infinity, blurring together at the extremities.
In front of him there was nothing. The other side of the stadium – if there was another side – was too far away to be seen. The sky – if it was sky – was clear, not blue or hazy or cloudy, nor was there a breeze or a smell.
“Maybe we should start again?” he asked Chen.
Chen sat next to him. They had recounted their lives to each other many times in great detail. That was the only way to beat back the ruthless monotony, but they had told the stories so many times that they were no longer interesting. There were things Sam hadn’t divulged, things he didn’t want to admit. His life hadn’t been perfect. Whose life had? Why should he talk about the bad stuff?
After what might have been hours, Chen answered. “There is something I’ve never mentioned.” He spoke only Mandarin, but it sounded like English to Sam. Likewise, Sam spoke only English, but it sounded like Mandarin to Chen. “An American movie. Dirty Harry. My wife and I went to see it a theater.”
Sam had seen that movie too. It was one of those things he didn’t want to mention.
“I was starting my own business when I saw it,” Chen said, his voice trembling.
Sam too had seen it when he was starting his business. He and Chen had been born at almost exactly the same time, married at the same time, and both their wives had died of cancer at about the same time. Sam had always assumed there was some reason the two of them had wound up next to each other, and perhaps the reason was about to be revealed.
An angel interrupted them. It appeared to their left. Merely a white blip at first, it drifted steadily in their direction. They flew by every so often, but Sam had no idea how often. There was no night or day, no sun or moon, no change whatsoever, nothing by which to gauge time.
Everyone in their row and the adjoining rows, turned to watch. What else was there to do in the stadium?
This one looked like a boy, clean-shaven, soft, but with a defined jaw, wide mouth, and pronounced cheekbones. Did that mean something? It slowed as it neared them. Was it his time for some final, horrible judgement? Or Chen’s? How would he ever pass the time without Chen?
It stopped in front of the woman on Sam’s right. She and Sam had never spoken. She talked only to the man to her right. They spoke a language like nothing Sam had ever heard with lots of clicking and popping sounds, like insects. She was black with short-cropped hair, rather young-looking, and he was old and tall with pale skin. The angel pointed its finger at her. She screamed and tried to escape, but that was impossible. No one could leave.
Her clicking became frantic. She grabbed for the pale man, and he reached for her. Their fingers came close, but never quite touched. She chattered to him, and he responded, and then she was gone. No cloud of smoke, no poof, no sound. Simply gone. And there was a man in her place. He was old and wrinkled, and he and the pale man talked in that annoying clicking language. It was as if they had known each other forever. The memory of the woman slipped from Sam’s brain. He tried to retain it, pressing his eyes tight shut, visualizing her face. The image slipped away, though. He opened his eyes, not remembering why he had shut them. The old, wrinkled man and the tall, pale man were talking, as they always had.
More time passed. Hours? Days?
“I guess we have to talk about the movie,” Sam said. “I loved it because I thought of myself like Harry, a tough guy who got things done. I can remember that night as clear as anything in my life. I’d had a fight with my wife. She wasn’t even my wife yet. It looked like we were going to break up. I didn’t want to marry her. But her father had offered to help me in my business, and I felt I would never be a success without him. So, I called her, and we went to the movie, and got married a few months later.”
Chen shuddered “That’s exactly the way it worked for me. I didn’t want to marry my wife, but her father would help me with my business. I called her up, and we went to the movie, and got married a few months later.”
“We saw it on Christmas Day,” Sam said. “We went to the last showing. At ten at night.”
“We saw it the day after Christmas. At eleven in the morning.” He got a funny look on his face. “With the time zone differences between us, that means --.”
“-- we saw it at exactly the same time!” they said in unison.
An angel moved steadily toward them. The face was clearly defined. A young woman. Yes, it was her. What he had feared. He had been trying to remember her name ever since he died, but he couldn’t.
She pointed at him, and he found himself floating alone in a blue ether. A blinding light hurt his eyes, yet the pain was almost welcome since it was the first thing he had felt since he died.
“Sam,” a Voice called out to him. It came from no particular place. It might have even been coming from inside his head. Was this the time of Judgement? The Voice didn’t sound God-like though. It was a bit nasally, and had a rather pronounced Texas drawl. And there was a lot of background noise. People talking, phones ringing. Like a boiler room.
Sam put his hand up to shield his eyes. “Where am I? Is this hell? Purgatory?”
“Do you think you could explain algebra to a cockroach?”
“No, I couldn’t do that.”
The bedroom of his house materialized. It looked the way it had early in their marriage. His wife came into the room, her white bathrobe around her. She was young, and he was struck by her beauty, so unlike the bitter drunk she became.
“I will not go to the party,” she screamed.
He too looked young, virile, and handsome. “You will go.”
“No, I will not! I will not pretend anymore. Never again.”
“Be quiet. The children will hear. The neighbors will hear.”
Her voice grew louder. “I don’t care who hears!”
He grabbed her by the collar and slapped her. “Shut up.”
She started crying.
He slapped her on the other cheek. “If you don’t go, I will divorce you. I don’t need you or your father anymore. Don’t disobey me. You will regret it.”
The fight drained out of her as she sank onto the bed. He still held onto her collar. The sash came undone and the robe slipped loose.
What pleasure to dominate and destroy a human being. It’s what he had lived for. Like the time he demolished his boyhood friend. His office materialized around him.
“It was my idea, Sam!” his friend yelled. “You stole it from me. You’re going to make a fortune. I deserve a share. There’s enough for both of us.”
It wouldn’t have hurt Sam to toss a few crumbs to his friend. But what fun would that be? “You get a paycheck. Take it or leave it.”
His friend turned red in the face. “From the beginning everything was my idea.”
The greatest pleasure came from stringing the con out as long as possible, so Sam decided to play one more trick on him. “Sure, I’ll take care of you. Don’t worry.”
The fool believed his lie. As soon as he left, Sam called the police and said his friend had threatened to kill him. What pleasure when they came and arrested him and everyone stared. He had destroyed two human beings. Well three, counting the young woman whose name he still couldn’t remember.
The office disappeared and Sam floated in the ether. He felt the warmth of the sun. The light dimmed to the reddish shade of a sunset. The pleasing aroma of the sea filled the ether. A cool sea breeze caressed his face. Then a foul smell, like rotting fish, floated in on the breeze, the stench growing worse and worse, waves of nausea overtaking his body. He’d never experienced anything so miserable. The boredom of the stadium would have been better.
The nausea stopped.
“Have you had time to contemplate your actions?” the Voice asked.
Did his entry into heaven depend on the right answers? He’d always been good at bullshit. “Yes, I have, and I decided I was a sinner.”
“So, you are repenting?”
“Yes, I am.”
He was in the back seat of the car with the young woman, but he still couldn’t remember her name. He lied to her, of course. Told her he’d help her if she got pregnant. Told her she could trust him. And she believed him. What ecstasy to con someone so completely.
Eight and a half months later, on Christmas Day, he and his wife-to-be were at the movie theater, standing in line to buy popcorn. The young woman appeared at the end of the line. She was pregnant, very pregnant. When she saw him, she wobbled on her feet and fainted. Sam paid for the food and raced away, yet he couldn’t help looking back for one last pleasurable gaze at her on the floor.
The vision faded.
“Sometimes things are set in motion,” the Voice said. There was loud music in the background. And laughter. Were they having a party? Someone was singing “All My Exes Live in Texas” in a really bad voice. Was it Karaoke night in Heaven?
“You can’t blame me for being strong. For being aggressive. For doing what I had to do to survive.”
The pleasing aroma of the sea filled the ether. The light dimmed to a reddish shade. Waves gently crashed into shore. Gulls cawed. His skin tingled as unseen fingers moved across his back and chest. A woman was massaging him. He couldn’t see her, but her breath was hot on his cheek. Then, he felt the stubble of a beard. It was a man! The fingers became knives, cutting him over and over, going deeper and deeper. He screamed, expected to see blood all over his body, but there was nothing, not even marks on his skin. The knives became burning hot pokers. Flames engulfed him, choking smoke clogged his lungs. Surely, he was in hell.
When the pain finally subsided, there was nothing. Endless time, and no way to count it. He started telling the story of his life to himself, as if he were talking to Chen. He included all the omitted scenes. Then he started telling himself Chen’s stories. He had heard them so many times it was if they were his stories. A funny thing happened. He began including scenes Chen had omitted, scenes Sam had no way of knowing anything about. They were nearly identical to Sam’s omitted scenes. What was going on?
“One more thing to show you,” the Voice said.
“What is this? A Christmas Carol?”
“Is that a made-for-TV movie?”
A teenage girl appeared in front of him.
“That is your daughter, Sam.”
She walked down a dark alley in a rundown neighborhood. Two-story brownstones lined both sides. A garbage can had fallen over and rats were eating the contents. She stepped around them and followed an emaciated man with scraggly, long hair up a long, narrow staircase to a room where people were shooting up drugs. When she shot up, her eyes rolled up in their sockets, and she collapsed.
“What’s wrong?” Sam asked, panicked.
“Your daughter died at the age of eighteen from a drug overdose.”
He started crying. “That’s horrible.”
“You don’t know how horrible. She was a brilliant young girl. The algorithms indicate that with even a little child support from you, she would not have fallen prey to drugs. She would have become the President of the United States. She would have brokered true peace in the Middle East, and presided over a period of unprecedented world prosperity. She would have been considered the best President in American history.”
“What can I do to make things right? I’ll do anything. Give me a chance.”
“It doesn’t work that way. The algorithms are inflexible. It’s all mathematics.”
“So what’s going to happen to me?”
“Hard to say. There are a lot of irrational numbers, expansions that neither terminate nor become periodic.”
Sam didn’t understand at all, but suddenly he found himself back in the stadium again next to Chen, and he didn’t care anymore. He couldn’t wait to once again tell the story of his life, except this time it would be a different story. He thought of all the things he wished he’d done or said, all the missed possibilities. He would invent the ideal life, including the story about his daughter who became President. He could change it around each time he told it, adding scenes, deleting scenes. That would make it endlessly interesting. He was happy for the first time since he died.
“Hello Chen, how are you?”
Chen responded with lots of clicking and popping sounds, more like the sounds an insect would make than a human. Sam screamed so loud that even the people five and six rows up turned to look. He kept screaming, his voice never getting hoarse. Finally, though, he grew bored with the screaming and sat silent.
Hot. Sidewalk cracked. SkyLink overhead clanks past. Point zero zero zero three Realcoin™ for Truesnack™ at the sidewalk cart, a really good deal, and I really need it, but my bank balance is negative, a result of that unfortunate biomechanical investment in my retirement account.
Nothing left to do but go back to Bucky. Keep walking. It’s been a year since I’ve been there, and the buildings rise fifty stories, all exactly the same, but the route is saved in my GPS. Broken plastic crunches under my Ughs. My Glass shows high mercury, temperature rising to one o five. Got to get out of this corrosive air.
Elevator crowded, real lowlifes, Kinks, Growbies, Christians, and a few Hybrids like me. Bucky lives in the penthouse on the forty-ninth, great view of the other buildings, great if you think monochrome buildings look great.
Bucky looks the same as he always did. One blue eye. One brown eye. Teeth filed to a point. The only difference is the big hoop left ear, the latest style, Bucky always had style.
He leads me down the hall to his lab. A bunch of Christians, big crosses hanging around their necks, are putting Truesnack™ in little vials. Bucky looks at me.
“Why did you leave?”
“I wanted to try to make it on my own.”
“You are a Hybrid.”
“I wanted more.”
“You didn’t leave a forwarding address.”
“I’m sorry.”
He makes me sit in the Chair and holds the Manual up to me.
“Do you swear your allegiance to the hive?”
“Yes.”
He unscrews the cap to my port and pours a vial of Truesnack™ into it. Right away I feel better. He holds a mirror up to me. My Softskin™ still looks too much like plastic, too white, too shiny, but I hope it will get better, will look more human. He puts the probe on my fingertip, and for a second all the vitals look good, but the microcharge doesn’t hold on my re-valve.
He shakes his head. “I’m going to have to reboot you. It’s been too long since you had a good dose of Truesnack™.”
I should have expected it, but you’re never really prepared for reboot. He puts the helmet over my head, and the lights are pleasant, soothing, ultimately narcotic, and I drift toward sleep. There is no guarantee that my memories will survive, in fact many may not, except in some mangled form like a series of dreams, disconnected, unable to be assembled in any meaningful way. It is crushingly sad, but that’s what it means to be a Hybrid. All I know is that I will be able to think. At least I think I will be able to think.
Originally published in Realms of Possibility
William Mays is a writer/photographer/editor. He writes mafia novels: GEORGE: THE EARLY YEARS and GEORGE: THE LOST YEAR. He also co-wrote ESCAPE FROM SUNNY SHORES with his wife Carl Mays. His photography is available in THE VIEW FROM OSO CREEK. A new book of photos will be available in 2021.
All my life I was young, but then suddenly I became old. It happened when I flirted with a pretty young woman in the salty-snacks aisle at the grocery store
“These restaurant-style tortilla chips are really tasty,” I said.
“Please, go away, grandpa,” she said.
Mortally wounded, I hobbled home and looked at myself in our bathroom mirror. What a shock. I had gray hair. My skin was wrinkled. I was old!
“There’s something different about you,” my wife said over breakfast the next morning. “I can’t quite put my finger on it, but you’re different. What is it? Are you combing your hair differently? A different aftershave?”
My boss and co-workers asked questions too. Had I gained weight? Lost weight? Was I feeling ill? Ashamed to admit I was old, I steadfastly denied anything had changed. I told everyone I was no different than I had always been.
I went to my favorite bar after work and tanked up as I did every night. I had been neglecting my wife and children as long as I could remember, so getting old was no reason to change. I watched the young girls go by, but none of them looked back at me now that I was old.
My melancholia grew with each drink. I once had hopes and fantasies, but now all hope was gone. I had missed all my opportunities. Even if a young girl took pity on me and was willing to give old grandpa a tumble, I probably was no longer up to the task physically.
To make matters worse every woman suddenly looked good. When I was young, I had been picky. Now, everywhere I turned there was titillation, stimulation, arousal, rapture. The whole world was an erogenous zone!
I went to a bookstore and bought The Handbook for Dirty Old Men. I studied it every night. I bought nudie magazines at the corner convenience store. I went to adult video stores. I went to chat rooms on the Internet. I bought a life-size doll from a catalog. I soon realized I needed more time to actualize all the many permutations of being a dirty old man. I went to my boss.
“I’m old,” I said.
“So that’s what’s different about you,” he said as he slapped his knee. “Yes, yes, I can see it now.”
“I want to retire.”
“Well, of course, it’s time. You’re old.”
They had a party for me that afternoon, packed all my things in a cardboard box, and let me leave five minutes early. My wife was surprised to see me home.
“Not going to the bar tonight?” she asked.
I pointed to the box under my arm. “I retired. I’m old.”
“Yes, you are old!” she exclaimed. “I should have noticed! I knew something was different.”
“What made you suspicious?”
“The life-size doll.”
I nodded, dropped off the box and went to a secondhand store to buy a dirty old man uniform. I found the perfect one: old black shoes, black socks with holes in them, tacky green polyester golf shorts, and a stained white V-neck cotton t-shirt that sagged even more than my flesh.
After a good night’s sleep, I went to the grocery store. Like a race-car driver, I zoomed forward with my cart every time a woman caught my fancy. At first, I followed just the older ones, but as the morning went on, I grew more courageous.
A young woman came in. She was the same one I had seen at the salty snacks aisle! It was summer, and she wore a sleeveless blue t-shirt and short little khaki shorts. She was perfect. Perfect little face and skin, perfect body, and perfect legs that were not too skinny and not too fat. I studied the tight smooth flesh on the back of her thighs.
She noticed me staring and turned to get away, but I moved fast to follow her. She found a manager and pointed at me. Another manager joined them. The two managers headed toward me, but I turned my cart and sped toward the exit. They had assumed that because I was old, I was slow. My quickness surprised them. The forces of moral prudishness were relentless in their persecution, so I abandoned my cart and fled the store.
I went to the library and stalked young women, spying on them through spaces between books or kneeling down to the lowest shelf so I could try to look up their skirts. Alas, like darting fish, they were too quick. Exhausted from my voyeuristic activities, I slumped in a comfortable chair in the lobby. To my surprise I could see under all the tables. Several pairs of female legs barely covered by dresses were in view. As the legs moved and shifted and crossed and uncrossed, I felt like a shark looking up at tantalizing and tasty swimmers. I positioned a book so that it looked like I was reading while I peered over it at the smorgasbord of love.
My mind soared with fantasies. I was no longer a dirty old man imprisoned in my dirty old body. I was a young stud. I had muscles. I had a professional job. I dated super models. I drove a Ferrari. Ahh, it was wonderful.
Sadly, one of the women noticed my scrutiny. She slammed her book shut and went over to a librarian. The two of them glared at me. Sensing the forces of moral repression closing in, I raced from the building.
Undaunted, I headed for a bar I had read about in The Handbook. It was renowned for the voluptuous young college girls. In the back there was a section reserved for dirty old men. Like me, they had been young once and awoke suddenly to find themselves old.
They accepted me instantly. We sat at small tables with our backs to the wall and watched the young girls jump around to the music. Our eyes and heads moved as one and we licked our lips as we watched their jiggling bodies.
Once a week we met to discuss techniques, wardrobe, reference materials and other important topics. My days were rich and full.
I was soon elected president of our local dirty old man chapter and organized a trip to the beach. We rented a bus and piled on with our high-powered binoculars. I gave a speech as we left the parking lot.
“Now, remember, we must uphold the high moral standards of dirty old men. We can look. We can ogle. We can drool. But we can’t touch, and we can’t take pictures. Remember. Do not touch the young girls. Don’t ruin this for everyone else.”
We soon arrived at the beach, set up a tent next to the bus and sat in lawn chairs. There was a never-ending parade of flesh. Some of our more adventurous members trekked into the dunes to look for girls sunning themselves with their tops off. It was a wonderful day of food, fun, females and fellowship.
Alas, I drank too much and got too much sun. My head spun, and whenever I closed my eyes, I saw a parade of bikini-clad bodies.
When I got home, I was surprised to see a group of beautiful young women in my living room. I thought I was hallucinating, but then my wife came in with a jug of lemonade and some glasses on a silver tray.
“I wasn’t expecting you home, dear,” she said. “I thought you would be at the bar tonight like you are every night. I’m hosting a meeting of our daughter’s friends from our church’s youth group.”
One of the young girls was the one from the salty snack aisle at the grocery store! I grew dizzy from the drinks and the sun, and from the unexpected and tasty buffet of bodies in my living room. I’m not sure what happened next, but the policeman told me I grabbed her and then exposed myself. Months drifted by in my cell, but finally I got my day in court.
“The room was spinning,” I told the judge. “I didn’t mean to reach out and grab her. In fact, I don’t remember reaching out and grabbing her. I do remember something soft. It could have been her. I don’t know. I can’t remember. Whatever I did, I didn’t mean to do it.”
The young girl sat in the courtroom with her parents. She wore a long dress with a collar that covered her neck and long sleeves that covered her arms. She never looked at me, but her parents stared daggers of hate at me. Occasionally, her father dragged his thumbnail across his throat to let me know he wanted to slit me from ear to ear. I looked for my buddies from the bar. None of them were there. I had been abandoned. Finally, I spotted my wife in the back. She wore sunglasses and a scarf wrapped around her head so no one would recognize her. I waved at her, but she looked away like she didn’t know me.
The judge scowled and banned me from the bar, the grocery, the library, and the beach. I was forbidden to drink. My life-size doll was to be confiscated and recycled. I was sentenced to more confinement to the psychiatric facility. When I returned to my cell, a divorce decree awaited me. It informed me that my wife had drained all our bank accounts and switched churches, and that she would have me arrested if I tried to contact her.
When I was finally released, I went home to find that the house had been sold. I had nothing. No money. No job. Only a pittance of social security. Nothing would stop me from self-actualizing, however. I grew a long beard and let my hair grow long. I cruised the library and the grocery, and constantly looked for new adventures, like the lingerie sections of department stores. I bought liquor and poured it into flasks that I hid in trees and bushes. I bought an expensive cellphone and subscribed to a wonderful porn site. There was no money for food or lodging, but I didn’t care. I wandered the streets each day in a raincoat. I ogled the young housewives pushing baby strollers or coming out in their robes to get the mail or newspaper. Sometimes I caught a glimpse of skin in a window.
It didn’t bother me that people pointed at me as I roamed the streets, that they grabbed their children and pulled them into the house, that they cursed me from their cars and threw eggs at me. I would not let society stop me. I was an American with inalienable rights. I would self-actualize. I would be me. I was excited about the many opportunities of my new life.
“It happened later that night,” she says.
We have been going out for almost two months, but this is the first time she’s talked about the fire. Of course, I read about it, saw the news stories, heard the rumors. Marital problems. Insurance. Arson.
We are walking along the seawall.
“We argued, I left. Later that night the house burned down.”
Her large brown eyes glisten with tears in the light of a streetlamp. She wipes them with her hand, smearing her mascara.
It’s a warm November night. The humid breeze flutters through her brown hair. Tethered sailboats bob up and down on the water.
I wait for her to elaborate, but she keeps walking, and I know she will say no more.
I grow angry. “I’ve been honest about my past. It’s time for you to open up. Our chance at a relationship is going up in ashes and smoke.”
She stops.
“Bad choice of words,” I say. “I’m sorry.”
Tears roll down her face. “I hated my husband, and he hated me. We had been arguing for weeks. I thought he would kill me or I would kill him. I had to get away. I ran out of the house. Without the kids. Without the kids. I drove and stopped at a motel on the highway. The next morning at daybreak, I went back for the kids. The firemen were still there.”
She is shaking so hard she almost collapses. I put my arm around her.
“Maybe he got too drunk. I’ll never know why it happened. I miss my children. I feel so guilty. I think about it over and over. I won’t ever get over it.”
I try to console her. “Some things we don’t get over.”
“I know there are some ugly rumors, but they’re not true.”
“I never believed the rumors, but I needed to hear you deny them.”
She slowly stops crying and then unexpectedly pushes me away. “What’s wrong with you? You always act like a priest or a psychiatrist or a cop waiting for me to confess. I told you I would tell you about it, but you said to wait until I was ready. You said the rumors didn’t bother you. But they do, obviously. And you wonder why you’ve been through three divorces and more break-ups than you can count?”
She walks away. I sit on a bench for a long time and finally understand that I have a problem.
Skywalk Frequent trembled when he retrieved the golden envelope from the cluster box. He ran home to his wife, Lavinia.
“We have been invited to the prestigious cocktail party,” he said. “After years of behaving in a fawning and servile manner toward everyone important, we finally will be accepted in high society.”
They danced around giddily for a few moments, then Skywalk became morose.
“We have to be careful. If we continue to act in a fawning and servile manner, we will forever be viewed as lower caste. However, if we brag too much, we will appear immodest. Important people always act modest.”
He fretted, bit his fingernails and spit the pieces on the floor. “What shall we do to ensure success?”
Lavinia dug her fingers into her scalp in despair. “Oh, I don’t know.”
Skywalk had a brilliant idea. “Let’s hire a Braggart.”
“Oh, you are so smart, Skywalk. But they are expensive.”
He downloaded the Braggart app on his phone. There were so many choices, but they settled on Milo Remo the Third, a short fat gnome with warts on his face.
“Oh, he's ugly,” Lavinia said.
“Hmm,” Skywalk said, “I believe in being modest at all times, but it never hurts to have an ugly Braggart so that you always look better than they do.”
They called him.
“Yes, I come from a long line of Braggarts,” Milo said in a whiny, annoying voice. “My father was a Braggart and my grandfather was a Braggart and my great grandfather was a Braggart. My wife is a Braggart who specializes in lady’s tea parties and other high society events. My children are apprentice Braggarts who work at children's birthday parties.”
Knowing they had found the right person for the job, Skywalk and Lavinia nodded in satisfaction to each other and took out a loan against their house and car in order to pay his fees.
They dressed in their resplendent best for the party. Skywalk wore a black silk shirt and silver sports coat. Lavinia wore a long red dress and black feather boa. They rented the most expensive red convertible Mercedes they could find and picked up Milo on the way to the party.
He was four feet tall and as big around as he was tall. His huge belly sloped down to a wide black belt with a silver buckle. He had warts on his hands as well as his face. He wore pointy black boots, blue and white striped pants, and a purple shirt.
What a magnificent sight they were pulling into the country club parking lot with Milo in the rumble seat and Lavinia’s boa whipping around in the wind and occasionally wrapping around Milo’s squat head.
At the party Milo stuck close to Skywalk and Lavinia, but never spoke to them. When a man in an expensive suit asked about one of Skywalk’s business deals, Skywalk displayed his characteristic modesty.
“Oh it wasn't that big a deal,” he said.
Milo pushed his way between the two men. “Not a big deal!” he screamed in his whiny voice. “It was the biggest deal in years. Skywalk was brilliant. Courageous. Bold. You've never seen anything like it!”
“Oh, now, now,” Skywalk said, “it really wasn't all that much.”
“Can you believe this man?” Milo yelled so loud that everyone in the party turned to look. “It was the biggest deal in town for years. Skywalk was brilliant. Courageous. Bold. Visionary. And he's good looking too. And his wife is beautiful. Look at them. They’re beautiful. And their kids are beautiful. Even Skywalk’s pets are good looking. His Irish Setters are good looking. The fish in his fishbowl are handsome. And he lives in a big fancy house and drives a red sports car! This is one heck of a man!”
Everyone crowded around Skywalk and Lavinia.
Milo ate the canapés and sipped the wine. “That Skywalk,” he yelled over and over. “He’s really something. Quite a man. Quite a man.”
As Skywalk and Lavinia lay in bed that night, Skywalk said, “I think people liked us. Do you think we will be accepted in high society?”
“Oh yes, they were impressed. I think we will be accepted.” She thought for a second. “You know there's one thing I really admire about you, Skywalk.”
“What's that Lavinia?”
“Your modesty.”
This series details the life of George, a Greek-American mobster. As a teenager, he kills a man who might have been his father. The dead man has a twin brother, Lazarus, who wants revenge. Lazarus tracks him through all three books.
In this middle novel of the Saga of George trilogy, George drives a car load of marijuana from Austin to Chicago. When he arrives in Chicago, he is supposed to marry a girl he's never met in order to avert a mob war. He runs afoul of police and a deranged cowboy, discusses the meaning of life with a junkie, and meets three beautiful women and a Cherokee Indian. He encounters plagues of termites, snakes, and rats. No matter what he keeps on going. All the while, his enemy plots to kill him at a hippie commune
CHAPTER ONE
Crack, crack, crack.
His wife and his petherá were cracking pecans in the kitchen.
They scowled when they saw him. Had some old flame surfaced and made false accusations—or worse, true ones?
“What?” he asked in English.
They kept cracking, their movements synchronized as if they were different appendages of the same being. Dressed in black, obviously mother and daughter, dark-haired and large-breasted, they looked like they belonged in a village with the donkeys braying outside and a church bell tolling in the distance.
“It’s going to be five years,” Maria said in Greek.
He stuck to English. “Five years?”
They cracked hard like they were smashing his nuts and waited for him to figure out what they wanted. It was like a fucking game show, and he didn’t have the answer, not even a clue. Outside, in the withering heat, their gardener roared past on a John Deere riding mower, leaving a wake of grass blades on the acre of manicured lawn. The sunlight glinted off the shiny, green metal and reminded him of the sun glinting off the hood of his Jeep in the desert when he and Kelly eloped, the memory clear even though more than twenty years had passed.
His petherá hissed like a rattlesnake. “Five years since my husband died
It was a punch in the gut. Old dead Manoli had to be venerated on the five-year anniversary, and George—the mobster for a new age—should have remembered.
He held the attaché case with the monthly bribe money at his side. They looked at it and then back up at him. He set it down and slid into his seat at the head of the table.
“This is an important event,” he said in formal Greek, not the conversational Greek they usually spoke, trying hard to show respect and appease the old bag. The petherá —the mother-in-law—had her place in the universe along with the serpents and mosquitoes and cockroaches and the various assorted plagues and calamities. George accepted God’s plan even though he did not understand it, and he continued in his conciliatory tone. “You’re making baklavá for the five-year memorial.”
Maria barely waited for the words to get out of his mouth. “We talked to the priest. We will have it this Sunday. Our daughters will come into town. We’ll have a meal here.”
Few people deserved less fanfare than Manoli. Even his demise, a heart attack after gorging himself on lamb at a wedding and then dancing a fast Kalamatianó, left little to admire. “Of course, of course. I’ll be back from Chicago by Friday, and I don’t have anything to do this weekend. It will work fine. Just tell me what you need.”
They knew he’d be back Friday, knew he had nothing to do over the weekend, knew how many times he’d take a crap and how many sheets of toilet paper he’d use. Why were they having this discussion? He popped a pecan into his mouth and waited for their next move.
Crack. Crack. Crack.
Maria went in for the kill. “We want a big celebration. Dinner and a party at the Zeus and Hera on Saturday night, the memorial at the church on Sunday, and then a meal here. We want to invite a few of the Chicago relatives. My aunts and my brothers and the two Marias. And my koumbára. And her family, including her sisters. And if we invite them, then we have to invite Pano, and if we invite him—”
He smashed his fist on the table; pecans bounced into the air. “No. It gives me a headache thinking about it. They’ll camp out here for days, smoke cigarettes, drink all my whiskey, clog our toilets. And if you invite Pano, you have to invite—” The pecan caught in his throat, and he almost choked. “—Lazarus. He tried to have me killed. Have you forgotten? I will not allow him in this house.”
“There’s been peace for so long. He won’t cause trouble.” Her voice hardened. “It is the five-year memorial. How many more times will my father be dead for five years?” She paused. “We invited your mother. We called her at her ranch and told her she could bring her boyfriend.”
They were pulling out all the stops.
“We invited your Uncle Nick too, but, you know, he can’t come.”
Nick had fled to Greece one step ahead of the Feds, leaving George the caretaker of the house and businesses, but they pretended he was just off for an extended vacation and always invited him to the big events.
Maria and his petherá laid their nutcrackers on the table and awaited his answer. He looked at the large icon of Christ Pantocrator on one wall and then at an equally large framed photo of Pano on the opposite wall. There could be no simmering family discord before the Panayíasholiday, nothing to upset Nick or Pano. And most of all, there could be nothing to pique the interest of Lazarus, the scumbag convert. The anger pulsed in his temples.
“Sure, sure, go ahead.” His voice rose in anger. “But not Lazarus. I will not allow him in our house.”
“Anything you say.”
He thought about how to turn the situation to his advantage. “And I want to buy a sculpture from my art gallery.”
They scowled. “Not more art,” Maria moaned.
“I’ll put it in my office.”
“But it’s already so crowded in there. And so much of the art is weird. Everyone says so. You know everyone talks about it. A man in your position with such an odd hobby.”
“No sculpture, no memorial.”
Maria finally nodded, then she and her mother picked up their nutcrackers. “I’m cooking chicken and potatoes tonight.” Her bright red lips caught the light. She looked good. “Don’t be late. It’ll be ready at five. And I need you to do me a favor. Pick up a tub of feta at the Zeus and Hera.”
Reduced to an errand boy, he snatched the attaché case and headed toward the door. If he hurried, there would be enough time to buy the sculpture before meeting Beto.
“If you’re really worried about Lazarus, you need a bodyguard to go around with you,” she yelled after him. “I always tell you to get one, and you never listen.”
‘Bodyguard’ meant ‘chaperone’ to them; he did not want there to , someone who would know about his girlfriends.
“And you should stop meeting Beto at the mall. Everybody knows about your art gallery in the mall. Get rid of that place and meet Beto somewhere else.”
The suffocating, humid air, redolent with the smell of the nearby refineries, clubbed him as soon as he stepped outside. There was no breeze. The tyrannical yellow sun hovered over the spires of the house. Moss hung straight down off the live oaks. Sweat gushed from his body, and God’s plan became clear. He had sent his family to dwell in Houston because it was a foretaste of Hell, the place he was sure to spend all eternity.
The gardener rounded the house at full speed, looking like an Indy race car driver. Not wanting to kill the famed mob boss, he veered sharply, and a gust of wind, probably the only gust during the whole fucking day, caught the clippings and showered them on George. It was hard to look suave with grass blades fluttering about you, but he never faltered in his practiced nonchalance and escaped up I-45 to the mall, weaving through traffic in his long, lean black Jag, the air conditioner on high, all the vents pointed at his face.
𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝐺𝑒𝑜𝑟𝑔𝑒 𝑇𝑟𝑖𝑙𝑜𝑔𝑦 chronicles the life of George, a Greek-American born into a shady family. He loves Kelly, a girl, he met in the park, but his family has other plans for him.
𝐺𝑒𝑜𝑟𝑔𝑒: 𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝐸𝑎𝑟𝑙𝑦 𝑌𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑠 is setin the late 1960s. George realizes he doesn't have to be bound by tradition. Here's an excerpt
George: The Lost Year
George looked out the living-room window. Finally, Lazarus returned. Where had he been? His hotel room? Unlikely.
The men went out on the porch to drink retsina wine and sing the old songs, and they insisted that George join them. It was his first time to sit in the circle of men. The balmy night air enveloped them. The full moon cast a bright light. What a sight for the neighbors, who peeked out their Venetian blinds.
Uncle Nick strummed his bouzouki. While he loved all things Greek, he loved nothing more than his bouzouki with its long neck, rounded body, and steel strings. He rarely brought it out. Only for special occasions.
Pano pulled a school photo out of his pocket and handed it to George.
“This is Maria,” he said, like he was handing him an icon. “I have chosen her to be your wife.”
She was definitely pretty, but not as pretty as Kelly, and she definitely looked young, like a child. George didn’t dare complain.
George passed it to Nick. “She’s beautiful,” Nick said, slathering on the praises like he was spreading butter real thick on a piece of toast. “You’re lucky to get a girl like this for a wife. This is the girl for you. Pano has chosen the perfect wife.”
It made its way around the circle, each man nodding approval, and then they launched into the old song about Harry, the reluctant bridegroom, although they changed the name to George. “Come on, dear Georgie," Nick sang. "We want you to get married so we can eat and drink and dance.”
“He doesn’t want her,” Lazarus sang in perfect Greek. How fucking annoying was it that the convert spoke Greek so well
“He will take her!” Nick sang.
Pano sang George’s lines. “Let’s talk about something else, guys. Hey, you can’t force me to get married!”
Nick responded. “Stop talking and whining, good ol’ Georgie who doesn’t want to get married. Think it over, Georgie, and talk logically. And I’ll make you take the wedding ring.”
As the wine swirled around George’s head, he closed his eyes and imagined himself in a taverna where sweat glistened on the dark skin of belly dancers. The words and songs swirled around him, a bewildering mix of Greek and English, verbs and nouns.
When they finished singing, they talked business in hushed voices...
The third book in the Saga of George will be available this fall
Crack, crack, crack.
His wife and his petherá were cracking pecans in the kitchen. They scowled when they saw him. Had some old flame surfaced and made false accusations—or worse, true ones?
“What?” he asked in English.
They kept cracking, their movements synchronized as if they were different appendages of the same being. Dressed in black, obviously mother and daughter, dark-haired and large-breasted, they looked like they belonged in a village with the donkeys braying outside and a church bell tolling in the distance.
“It’s going to be five years,” Maria said in Greek.
He stuck to English. “Five years?”
They cracked hard like they were smashing his nuts and waited for him to figure out what they wanted. It was like a fucking game show, and he didn’t have the answer, not even a clue. Outside in the withering heat, their gardener roared past on a John Deere riding mower, leaving a wake of grass blades on the acre of manicured lawn.
When the sound of the mower faded, his petherá hissed like a rattlesnake. “Five years since my husband died
It was a punch in the gut. Old dead Manoli had to be venerated on the five-year anniversary, and George—the mobster for a new age—should have remembered.
He carried the attaché case with the monthly bribe money at his side, and he set it down and slid into his seat at the head of the table. They looked at the case and then back up at him.
“This is an important event,” he said in formal Greek, not the conversational Greek they usually spoke, trying hard to show respect and appease the old bag. The petherá —the mother-in-law—had her place in the universe along with the serpents and mosquitoes and cockroaches and the various assorted plagues and calamities. George accepted God’s plan even though he did not understand it, and he continued in his conciliatory tone. “You’re making baklavá for the five-year memorial.”
Maria barely waited for the words to get out of his mouth. “We talked to the priest. We will have it this Sunday. Our daughters will come into town. We’ll have a meal here.”
Few people deserved less fanfare than Manoli. Even his demise, a heart attack after gorging himself on lamb at a wedding and then dancing a fast Kalamatianó, left little to admire. “Of course, of course. I’ll be back from Chicago by Friday, and I don’t have anything to do this weekend. It will work fine. Just tell me what you need.”
They knew he’d be back Friday, knew he had nothing to do over the weekend, knew how many times he’d take a crap and how many sheets of toilet paper he’d use. Why were they having this discussion? He popped a pecan into his mouth and waited for their next move.
Crack. Crack. Crack.
Maria went in for the kill. “We want to invite a few of the Chicago relatives. My aunts and my brothers and the two Marias. And my koumbára. And her family, including her sisters. And if we invite them, then we have to invite Pano, and if we invite him—”
He smashed his fist on the table; pecans bounced into the air. “No. It gives me a headache thinking about it. They’ll camp out here for days, smoke cigarettes, drink all my whiskey, clog our toilets. And if you invite Pano, you have to invite—” The pecan caught in his throat, and he almost choked. “—Lazarus. He tried to have me killed. Have you forgotten? I will not allow him in this house.”
“There’s been peace for so long. He won’t cause trouble.” Her voice hardened. “It is the five-year memorial. How many more times will my father be dead for five years?”
Text by William Mays; photo by Andrea Piaquadio
At age 89 I was destitute and had to go to community college to get training to start a new career, telling myself that this was just a new and exciting phase in my life, so when I got to the cavernous cafeteria with long rows of folding tables and no computers and no air-conditioning I was feeling all nostalgic like it was the old days but the first line was all kids with designer jeans and handbags but they couldn't do math and didn't know what a book was and talked in all kinds of funny ways about things I'd never heard of like bogbombs and foofing and spacwag so I was real glad when I got to the front of the line and told them I had a bachelor's degree and a master's degree, they said I was in the wrong line and they pointed me to another line and finally I got to the front of the line and this young woman with her hair tied up like a beehive and her arms tattooed made me fill out these carbonless forms and told me to press hard to make sure the responses were visible on the last sheet and the last question was whether I had any job skills that might be pertinent to an on-campus job and I get all excited and told her I was a photographer and writer so she passed me on to this young guy in a muscle shirt with Attitude written on it and he asked if I'd ever used PhotoShop and I said no I'd always used PhotoBomb because why pay the piper $70 a month when I can buy PhotoBomb outright because really all the creative stuff was more a hobby than anything, and he just started laughing and walked away and I hobbled after him on my walker and asked if I could live on campus because I really wanted to be part of the college scene.
Text by William Mays; Photo by Laura James
The invitation glittered. Gold embossed letters on a cream-colored envelope addressed to Jimmy Waters.
Of course, it wasn’t intended for him. It was intended for the other Jimmy Waters, the Famous Jimmy Waters, the one who was in the society pages, always with a beautiful woman. Every so often, mail for Famous Jimmy showed up in his mailbox. Usually, it was junk mail, and he just chucked it in the trash.
This was different. It was obviously an invitation to some high-class event. He ran his hand over the embossed letters, feeling the texture, imagining himself in a tuxedo hobnobbing with all the important people. And everyone was looking at him, waiting to talk to him.
The dream faded as he looked around his tiny efficiency apartment. It wasn’t his fault that he hadn’t made more of his life. His parents hadn’t been there for him; his teachers had never liked him; girls showed no interest. It was their fault.
He looked at the return address. It was in the best part of town, an area that glistened as much as the invitation. Oh, how he envied all the rich people.
Well, there was nothing to do but let them know they’d sent the invitation to the wrong Jimmy. They might be so happy to know about the error that they’d invite him to whatever event this was. This might be his big break. He could quit his job as a clerk at the hardware store and move up to better things.
He called information, but they had no phone listing for the name on the return address. He Googled the name. Nothing.
That left no choice. He opened the invitation. Wow. It was every bit as fancy as the envelope. On heavy card stock, it invited Famous Jimmy to a Christmas party. It gave a phone number for the RSVP.
His fingers trembled as he pressed the numbers on his low-end flip phone. Courage, he told himself. Be bold, be confident. Only by being self-assured would he impress the people enough to get an invitation for himself.
No, it would never work. They would never invite him based on a phone call. They might even get mad that he had opened the invitation.
“Hello,” a woman answered with a cultured-sounding Southern voice.
Jimmy hung up. Would his name show up at the other end, or would it be simply a random number that looked like a scammer, a telemarketer selling extended car warranties?
The woman didn’t call back.
The personal touch was required in this situation. Deciding to return the invitation himself, he got in his rusting fifteen-year-old Toyota Tercel. A plume of burning oil trailed behind him. The houses got bigger and fancier. The cars were all expensive-looking. People stared.
The address on the invitation was to the biggest, grandest house on the block. It was a palace with fountains and rose bushes in the yard and columns on the porch.
There was also a fence, a tall, stone fence with a wrought-iron gate.
The gate was open.
He parked right in front and walked up the white-stone steps. Two men were hanging strings of Christmas lights on the eaves; another two men were setting up a display of Santa and his reindeer pulling a sleigh.
Up, up, and up, he walked, his heart beating as he approached the huge, black double door. It had glass and wrought iron, and it curved up at the top.
Invitation in hand, he rang the doorbell. He imagined the gracious owner, probably a Southern lady of distinction. She would be overwhelmed with joy that he had brought the invitation, and she would invite him in for tea. Then she would invite him to the party. He would be offered a job. His life would be better.
A maid answered.
“Are you the plumber? We told you to drive around back when you got here.”
“No, I’m not a plumber. I, uh—”
He lost his nerve and turned and hustled down the steps. Halfway to the street, he looked back. She was standing at the door watching him. He walked faster, nearly stumbling, and got in his car and sped away. As soon as he got home, he threw the invitation in the trash.
Suddenly, he realized that it was past time to go to work. He raced to his car and, burning oil, he reached the Heavenly Hardware Store where his boss waited with his arms crossed on his bulging stomach.
“Late again, Jimmy?”
“I had car trouble.”
“It’s always something.” He smiled that sadistic smile of his. “Today, you’re working returns.”
There was no worse job than returns. Heavenly Hardware was anything but heavenly when you had to take your stuff back, and every customer blamed the clerk. It was eight hours of nonstop verbal abuse, another miserable day, perhaps the worst ever. There was an angry, psychotic carpenter, several disgruntled do-it-yourselfers, and even a Cub Scout troop wanting to return a tent that leaked. Gloriously, the day was almost over when a fancy-looking man came in to exchange a lawn chair.
“It rusted almost immediately,” he said.
“I’m sorry, sir, but we only accept returns on this item for fifteen days. And you bought this sixteen days ago.”
“But it rusted. It’s defective.”
The man’s eyes narrowed, and he focused on Jimmy’s nametag. “Jimmy Waters, huh? I bet it’s tough going through life with that name in this town. People probably make fun of you all the time. Probably joke that you didn’t make much of yourself.” He laughed and turned and left without the chair.
“Sir, do you want me to carry this to your vehicle?” Jimmy called after him.
Still laughing, the man turned. “You can have it, Jimmy Waters. Donate it to one of your many charitable causes.”
Everyone in the store turned to look. Jimmy felt swallowed up by shame. He decided that he was no longer going to put up with the endless cruelties of the whole world.
He was going to the party.
As soon as he got home, he pulled the invitation out of the trash. The envelope was soiled with stains from coffee grounds, but the invitation itself was undamaged. He tossed the envelope back in the garbage and put the invitation on his kitchen counter. It was too late to RSVP that evening, so he called the following day.
“Hello,” the woman answered.
“This is Jimmy Waters.”
“Oh, my, yes,” she gushed. “How are you, Jimmy?”
“I’m fine. I’m calling to RSVP for your party.”
“You sound a little—different.”
“Oh, I had a bit of a cold, but I’m better now.”
“I’m so glad you’ll come.”
“Will it be a large gathering?”
“Oh, yes.”
“Formal?”
“Well, you know, Jimmy, as you and I have discussed many times, people dress so poorly these days. The old terms like “formal” and “casual” hardly mean anything.”
“Yes, yes, I know, it’s shameful, but will it be something of a formal event?”
“Oh, yes, of course, and I am sure you will know exactly what is appropriate. Jimmy, you always set the trend.”
“Yes, but—I am just not sure.”
“Not sure? Are you okay? You don’t sound like yourself. Are you sick?”
“No, of course not.”
Well, he was on his own to figure out what to wear, so he went through his closet. There was only one old suit that he had worn to a funeral. It was not good enough. He spent the day Googling and decided it was best to go very formal. He went to a tuxedo rental store. As soon as he walked inside, he saw a white dinner jacket with black lapels and black-trimmed pockets. It was perfect.
The only remaining problem was his Tercel. How would it look if he drove up to the house in a ratty car?
So, on the day of the party, he arrived in an Uber Black, a Lexus with leather seats. A valet opened his door, and he stepped out in his tux. Beautiful white Christmas lights decorated the whole house. Santa and his sleigh and reindeer glowed with hundreds of white lights.
Everyone stared as he marched up the steps. They were obviously jealous of how good he looked. No one was dressed like him, though. Some wore suits, but no one wore a tux. It didn’t matter. He was Jimmy Waters, trendsetter.
The inside of the house was as stunning as he had expected. There was a grand entryway with a jeweled chandelier, and there were equally luxurious rooms leading off from it. A large, imposing woman in a red sequined dress greeted people as they entered. He recognized her voice from the phone calls and wanted to avoid her because she knew the real Jimmy and would expose him as an imposter.
He hurried off to one of the side rooms. She noticed and stopped to watch him. There was a puzzled expression on her face. She probably knew all the guests and she didn’t know who he was.
Snagging a glass of champagne from a tray, he found a room with a table with canapes. He took a fancy little plate and loaded it up high. People stared. He liked the crackers with blue cheese but didn’t care for the ones with black fishy-smelling stuff and set them back on the tray, including a half-eaten one. People again stared.
The hostess appeared at the door with her arms crossed across her massive breasts.
He loaded up a few more blue cheese crackers on his plate and raced off to another room. The place was a veritable Buckingham Palace. He hid among a group of old men talking about dental surgeries. The hostess didn’t show up, and he hoped she’d lost interest.
“And you are—?” one of the old men asked. He had a big gray mustache and looked like a walrus.
“I am Jimmy--Smith."
“And what line of work are you in, sir?”
“Hardware.”
“Ahh, I see,” the walrus said. “Computer hardware.”
“No. Hardware. Saws and hammers.”
“Ah, you’re a building contractor.”
“Yes, exactly.”
Not wanting to answer any more questions, he moved to another room and found a group having a lively discussion about business. He didn’t tell them he wasn’t Famous Jimmy, and it didn’t matter. They did all the talking; all he had to do was smile and nod. Soon, a large group had gathered, and they talked about all manner of important things like the housing market and interest rates.
Jimmy finished his glass of champagne and, wanting a second, motioned to a maid carrying a tray of them. She walked over and, as he took one, their eyes met. She was the maid who had answered the door for him the other day. She gave him a funny look like she recognized him but couldn’t quite place him.
He immediately turned and rushed into another room. Unfortunately, the guy who had tried to return his rusting lawn chair was standing in his way. Jimmy ran right into him, and the champagne spilled all over the guy’s suit. He looked shocked and angry and then looked puzzled in the same way as the maid.
There was no place to go except back to the group talking about housing and interest rates. They were still talking, and he hid right in the middle of them. He saw the maid wiping champagne off the man’s jacket in the next room. They were looking around, for him, he thought.
To Jimmy’s surprise, Famous Jimmy arrived. Jimmy recognized him from stalking him on Facebook and Instagram. Not only was he not wearing a tuxedo, he wasn’t even wearing a tie. He wore a black suit with a black silk shirt. What had happened to standards?
“What is your opinion about the direction of interest rates?” one of the people in his group asked.
They were all looking at him funny. Did they realize he was a fraud?
Jimmy had no idea what to say. He hadn’t even been following the conversation. “Good point,” he answered.
They waited for a detailed answer. They kept looking, looking, looking. Yes, they suspected something was wrong with him. He started to sweat. “Well, interest rates are going to do what interest rates do,” he stammered. “Prices for garden hoses have gone up. And outdoor lawn chairs have declined in quality and are rusting too soon.”
None of them moved. No one blinked. This wasn’t going well.
The hostess reappeared. She and Famous Jimmy stood with the maid and the man from the hardware store. They spotted Jimmy. The hostess marched to him, followed by the maid, the man from the hardware store, and Famous Jimmy.
“You’re the clerk from the hardware store,” the one man said.
“And you came to our door,” the maid said.
“Who are you?” the hostess asked.
“My name is Jimmy Waters.” He pulled the invitation from his pocket. “There must have been a mix-up because I have the same name as the other Jimmy. You sent the invitation to the wrong address, but I was invited. You invited me.”
The hostess took the invitation and examined it. “Where is the envelope? It will have the address.”
“It got dirty, so I threw it away.”
She shook her head. “A likely story. There is nothing on here showing your address.”
If only he had kept the envelope to prove that she had mailed it to him.
She motioned to Famous Jimmy. “Jimmy didn’t receive an invitation, and he suspected that someone had stolen it. Thankfully, he and I ran into each other. We think, sir, that you somehow stole it. And then you called me up and pretended to be Jimmy. And you came to the house while we were putting up Christmas decorations. There have been some break-ins in the neighborhood. You were probably planning to rob me, and you came here to—case the joint.”
They all nodded agreement.
“And you have tampered with the mail. That is a crime. I am going to call the police. What is your name, sir?”
“I am Jimmy Waters. I swear.”
“Well, then prove it. Show us your identification.”
He was about to pull out his ID, but he realized that it would show his address, and he didn’t want them to be able to find him.
The room, which had been abuzz with conversation, was absolutely quiet.
“Your ID, sir.”
Jimmy ran.
“Stop that man. Call the police,” the hostess yelled.
The guests grabbed for him, but he was too fast. Sadly, when he got outside, he looked back and tripped and fell into Santa and his reindeer. He rolled down to the street entangled with the white lights still lit.
“Stop that man,” the hostess yelled from the front door. “He is stealing my Christmas decorations.”
He kept running; the strand of lights broke with a bright electric spark. He was still dragging Santa and his sleigh and the reindeer. Cars stopped in front of him. Santa bounced loose and crashed into a fire hydrant. The reindeer broke loose, too, one by one. That left only the remnants of the strands of lights, and he finally got rid of them. But the dirt and grass stains had ruined the white dinner jacket. At least they had no way of finding him, but then he remembered that they did. The man from the hardware store would tell them where he worked. He ran across town to his apartment and packed his bags, and drove out of town. He didn’t stop until he reached another city far, far away, a place where no one had ever heard of Jimmy Waters.
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